SELF-PLEASURE VS. MASTURBATION

There’s an essential distinction to be made when it comes to the underlying energetic currents of self-pleasure and masturbation. In fact, these are two different things. Let’s strip the veil away to look closer at masturbation. Masturbation is driven by lasciviousness and arousal with the goal to have an orgasm, a release. And there’s absolutelyContinue reading “SELF-PLEASURE VS. MASTURBATION”

KUNDALINI – A PERSONAL ANALYSIS

First and foremost, I’m writing these lines for myself. It took me over a decade to understand what was happening with my body and psyche when I first encountered the force of this primal energy of consciousness that burns everything that’s in the way of living my highest truth. From a state of psychosis –Continue reading “KUNDALINI – A PERSONAL ANALYSIS”

BYE BYE, OLD WAY

I’m finally giving myself to HER. I distrusted HER. I fell forth and back. And every time, SHE slapped me into my face. Every time, SHE made me have my nose on the ground smelling the Earth. SHE made me feel the pain in my physical body. So that I remember and come home. WhatContinue reading “BYE BYE, OLD WAY”

MAMMA AYAHUASCA – A LESSON IN SURRENDER

Mamma Ayahuasca, I love you. I am grateful for what you have done for me. It was Friday afternoon, May 15th in 2020, when *Hilmo picked me up to drive to the house of him and his wife *Diana (*names are changed due to safety reasons) where the ceremony would take place. I was theContinue reading “MAMMA AYAHUASCA – A LESSON IN SURRENDER”

Women & Depression

Before sitting down and writing this post I was swaying my hips from side to side, shaking my pelvis and thus, connecting with this precious treasure of infinite wisdom and creative potential stored within my womb space. And no, this is not how I used to live my life, let alone embody my creativity. IContinue reading “Women & Depression”